well, my the title of my entry pretty much explains nothing everything.  This past week has been hard to believe..am i dreaming?!  i sure hope so..so since no one goes on livejournal ill tell what happened.. so okay for like 2 weeks i reaalyy liked josh melera..but so did one of my bestfriends Maddie Toll.  so she hates me for liking the same guy as her, even though I DONT LIKE HIM ANYMORE. MADDIE YOU CAN HAVE HIM. I DONT WANT HIM. I think its so dumb that girls let guys ruin their friendships with bestfriends just because they like the same guy.  Its so rediculous.  and still 3 weeks later maddie still hates me. everyone says that im not even loosing anything important because a friend would forgive you if u dont lie him anymore but she hasnt. oh well, her loose.  and another thing that has gone wrong this week is that : i like a new guy that i am not announcing.  and so does my bestfriend who i am not announcing. she liked him for 2 weeks but ive always had a little smthing in me still that had feelings for him. so i told her, because bestfriends tell eachother everything.  and she totally flipped. and was so hurt and i felt so bad, and i couldnt afford to loose another bestfriend, so i fought for her frienship back, and were okay now, THANK GOD. she means so much to me.  well that has been my week. almost loosing TWO bestfriends, but in the end loosing one. and so so sooo much drama over it all.  wow, middle school is so dumbbb. 

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