weell, today was quite funnn.
i went shopping with my cosuin jonathan and we had soo much fun! I got a new juicy jacket,  seven jeans a sweater, and a acoste shirt and he got sevens and a lacoste shit. we were laughing non stop. then when i got home my parents surprised me with my dads new carrr. =] he got an auti convertabeleee. ahh! its so cute, and i just so happen to look adorable in it. ahaha welll, thats what i did todayy..what did you do today?


xoxx.
Nicoleeyyyy

well, my the title of my entry pretty much explains nothing everything.  This past week has been hard to believe..am i dreaming?!  i sure hope so..so since no one goes on livejournal ill tell what happened.. so okay for like 2 weeks i reaalyy liked josh melera..but so did one of my bestfriends Maddie Toll.  so she hates me for liking the same guy as her, even though I DONT LIKE HIM ANYMORE. MADDIE YOU CAN HAVE HIM. I DONT WANT HIM. I think its so dumb that girls let guys ruin their friendships with bestfriends just because they like the same guy.  Its so rediculous.  and still 3 weeks later maddie still hates me. everyone says that im not even loosing anything important because a friend would forgive you if u dont lie him anymore but she hasnt. oh well, her loose.  and another thing that has gone wrong this week is that : i like a new guy that i am not announcing.  and so does my bestfriend who i am not announcing. she liked him for 2 weeks but ive always had a little smthing in me still that had feelings for him. so i told her, because bestfriends tell eachother everything.  and she totally flipped. and was so hurt and i felt so bad, and i couldnt afford to loose another bestfriend, so i fought for her frienship back, and were okay now, THANK GOD. she means so much to me.  well that has been my week. almost loosing TWO bestfriends, but in the end loosing one. and so so sooo much drama over it all.  wow, middle school is so dumbbb. 

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wowww. i cant even believe how some peple can just make other peoples life's miserable. so far in the past week i have lost two friends who i thought were two of my bestfriends, but i guesss not. IN middle school ll people care about doing is ausing drama and its so dumb. DRAMA IS NOT FUCKING NEEDED. okay?kay.  Also, two words.........rumors succckk.  people need to learn how to shut the fuck up. and try and stay out of things and mind thier own buisness.  certian pople just need to understand that i cant help my feelings for someone else. and i told her how much she meaned to me and how much i cared about her and how she was one of my bestfriends, and at first she said she was fine with me liking him, and that she was over him, so i figured it was okay.  i guess i was wrong. she lied to me. also started to turn everyone against me and spread rediulous rumors about me. that are NOT TRUEE.  but yes, just so everyone knows, yes ill just say it now, i like josh melara. and so did one of ex- BESTFRIENDS. i never told anyone he was asking me out, thats a lie. i never told anyone that he liked me, thats a lie and no i dont like nick bell again. stop trying to make me look like an aboslute hypocrit that im NOT. stop trying to make me feel bad for somthing i didnt do and to maddie toll IM FUKING SORRY THAT I GET WHAT I WANT.  wow. middle school just needs to end rght now or at least this drama because nicole wont be there anymore to be involved in it. to MICHELLE NADJAR AND GRACIE KENNEMER, wowww. you two are the most amazing people ive ever ever eevvrrr met in my whole life im so lucky to have you two as my bestfriends. your always there for me and the absolute only reason why im still living today.,i love you guys will all my heart.

GOODBYE MADDIE TOLL.
if a bestfriend would do this then i dont need you in my life.
and oh by the way maddie if u wanted my friendship back your apologizing, 
i didnt do anything.

HELLO LIVEJOURNAL! =]

woww. im back on myspace livejournal! yess i know everyone thinks livejournal is gay, but whatevrrr i cant have a myspace so stfu. =] 
Well, school has started. and so has some drama. people need to learn who there gay real friends are.ive learned. ive realized that i have five real best friends.
maddie, rachel, michelle, brittany, and gracie.  thank you guys for everything. you all are so amazing and i love you all to death. i would die without all of you. Well, i thought  would just let all of you who still are on livejournal know this. mmkay thankkss.
loveeyouuu.<3